forgiveness by Kai Markell

I have hurt everyone in my life...


Destroyed every meaningful relationship...

Extinguished every beautiful Light...

Bit every extended hand...

Now I exist in the darkest hole of my own creation...

...Hoping to quietly fade away in the endless blackness...

Erasing myself from every painful memory of yours...

Being forgotten is all I could offer...

But I was blinded...

By the brightest, most intense Light...

Shining down on me...

Your endless love...

And as I close my eyes forever...

I can finally see...

Your loving forgiveness...

The only beacon of hope...

As I cross the darkest river of pain... To forgive myself...